pick a name for wonderful

We have finally decided on a name for our sweet little guy. It's funny we had so many different names we liked but could not put one to our sweet man, none of them worked. So after visiting Boston and doing our procedure at the Brigham and Women's hospital I fell in love with the name Brigham.

 Brigham Paul Denhalter

 I didn't even have to convince Joe of it. I told him this was what I thought his name should be and he said, well then that's his name. Joe probably just got tired of me trying to get his name right so just agreed:) But we got it right this time. I frequently talk to him and calling him Brigham feels right.

As for now I have Dr. visits at least twice a week. I am now 34 weeks and I'm still not totally prepared for anything. At my last appointment there were no new shockers. Which was a nice change. They are still a little baffled as to where the fluid went. Anyway as far as delivery and hospitals we have some more decisions to make...

We will be delivering at Banner Good Sams, right there next to Phoenix Children's Hospital. We were trying to get them do deliver me right at PCH so our son could go straight to the cath lab to get his stent in to stabilize him before the first surgery. But they said it was too dangerous for me, if I were to need something, a blood transfusion, an emergency c section or anything, they wouldn't have the right tools/people there to do it... so BGS it is...
This honestly scares me to death. They are probably going to have to put Brigham on a lung/heart bypass machine to transport him. It's called ECMO. We are running into troubles all over with this. I won't go into details, but it's going to be a very difficult process for our sweet boy. As decisions are made I will explain further. We are hoping by some miracle his blue and red blood are mixing on it's own so we can just put him on a breathing machine and incubator and rush him over to PCH. I know it's a repeat, but I know Heavenly Father has a plan... It's so much easier to bear when you can trust in someone who sees the whole picture. Because right now I feel like I can only see a glimpse of the picture. It has been hard to understand, but as time keeps being tossed my way I think I will keep getting better at understanding whats going on and what will happen.

I have some really cute pictures of our little guy, but I don't have a scanner... Hopefully soon I can get them up so you can see how handsome he it:) Just like his daddy